Crying.
Helpless.
Regret.
Independent.
Scared.

I’m standing at a crossroad and, you’re there & I choose to go your way, & you walk with me.

You walk with me & I don’t know what to say & you don’t know what to say, but something about this just feels so good.

You walk with me & while we’re walking, I look at you & realize
how much I love you,
how much I care about you,
how much I want & need you.

You walk with me & we get tired,
we start fighting,
we start screaming,
we start crying.

But, there was always a way for you & I to pick each other up when either of us got tired, when either of us didn’t wanna walk anymore, when we felt like giving up.

You walk with me & we understand each other now.
I know you & you know me.
We become so one that, we are one.

You walk with me & suddenly,
we hit another crossroad.
I’m confused,
I didn’t see this,
I don’t know what’s happening.

Which way do I go,
will you follow me,
will you come with me,
will you walk with me again?

I realize now, that the things I used to trip about aren’t even a problem anymore.

I realize now, anything bad that anyone has to say about me doesn’t matter.

I realize now, who my real friends are and who I can trust.

I realize now, prayers really get answered.

I realize now, gossiping is such a waste of time.

I realize now, I have to take care of myself.

I realize now, that a minute sad could have been a minute happy.

I realize now, what matters in my life.

I realize now, my struggles make me stronger.

I realize now, what my worth is & I deserve.

I realize now, how I want people to see me.

I realize now, my hopes & dreams.

I realize now, I have to work hard.

I realize now, what I want in my life.

I realize now, who I am.

I think the most retarded, stupidest, ignorant & dumbest decision in my whole is trying or wanting to love or care about my mother.

Jason Jao is my favorite freshman! :D